I woke up today well rested and quite hopeful. There are still so many unanswered questions about what will happen but today I have peace. The kids don’t really understand what is happening. We sat them down yesterday and did our best explaining what is going on with me. I think Nola understands a little but the boys are oblivious. My diagnosis seems to hit Jamie in waves. She feels things on such a deep level but she remains hopeful. I think she has more faith than I do. Monday I have an MRI and hopefully will meet with my cancer specialist sometime early next week. When I think about the future there are mixed feelings. It can be overwhelming at times thinking about all the changes that are going to happen to our everyday lives yet we continue to declare over our situation that God is good.