Today has been a pretty good day so far! For some reason I thought it might be somewhat emotional with this being the one year mark since the diagnosis. Just yesterday Jamie admitted to me for the first time that there was a time when she didn’t think I would make it to see River’s 5th birthday. Well, I am still here and still fighting! It was nearly 6 months ago when I experienced a breakthrough in regards to the…
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I can remember a time when I didn’t think this day was possible. Tomorrow marks one year since our lives were radically altered. That day is still so vivid in my memory banks! I find it somewhat difficult to articulate the range of emotions and feelings I experienced that day! If there was just one – I would say anger! My anger was directed at myself and God! How could He allow something like this to happen? Doesn’t He know…
We all have insecurities. Here are a few of mine. What about you? What insecurities do you struggle with?…
Those are the words I hear echoing in my ears over and over again. I take comfort in them, for I know Who it is who whispers them to me. They bring me peace and confidence – knowing that I am not alone. Never! For the longest time I struggled with my thought life since the diagnosis. Everyday I would think about dying. I would constantly feel sorry for myself. I was was constantly gripped with fear of leaving my…